i'm back

I feel like crying. Everyone around me is moving on in their life, moving in with a significant other, getting engaged, getting married, moving, getting great jobs, and so on. And here I am...I don't have a real job, I make no money, I still live with my mom, and I see my boyfriend twice a week. I don't know, I just feel like I'm not going anywhere. Like I don't have this happiness that everyone else has. I'm stuck in one spot, and I probably won't get out. I mean, my life really isn't THAT bad (it's not really that good, though), but it would be nice to have some sort of indication that I, too, will have all these great things someday soon.